After my exams:
I plan to make a big collage with photos of my lovelies to have on my wall at university<3 yayay
idk
*ignore, i just don’t know where else to put this*
I’ve been feeling silly all day, worrying about what I’ll do if I don’t get into uni, what I’ll do if I DO get into uni, how I’ll cope being away from everyone I love, what I’m gona do after uni, how I’m going to make myself do these exams coming up so shortly. But idk if it’s actually about any of that. Idk why but it’s like there’s me and then a gap between everything I’m connected to and everything else just kind of settles around me. I’m not really a part of it at the moment, it’s just there. And just now, one moment life tricked me into thinking there was something around the corner, but it’s gone.
ANOTHER REALISATION
This plan for the day ignores everything about resting and getting better - EEK.
excite.
JUST HAD A REALISATION
I need to lose more weight.
My plan for the day:
10:10 - 10:30 - some light-ish DDR to warm up
10:30 - 11:30 - Callanetics
11:30 - 11:45 - BREAK
11:45 - 12:30 - Heavy DDR
12:30 - 13:30 - Weights
13:30 onwards - BREAK/Playing DDR
I am on Skype? aha-nnmrlvs
O SOZ
Having a DR WHO marathon
Finally, woop woop.
Feel too ill to do any work soooo… ehehhe.
30 DAY - 6. Your day
I missed yesterday but shall catch up today.
So my day -
I woke up at 7:27 to mother complaining at me about losing my French revision notes. I left the house for school at 8:45 and had a free period first where I did some work. I had a double French lesson where I went over the things I needed to cover for re-doing my notes and then had double Law. At lunch, some of my friends let their annoyance towards me be known because I wouldn’t want to have lesbian sex with them. I had English last and then came home. I watched some Coronation Street and had some of my Easter egg for a snack, and then I had a chicken and vegetable stir fry with brown rice for dinner. I spent the rest of the evening online doing work, playing games, talking to my friends and looking around for a new pair of sunglasses.
It was a bit of a meh-ish day aha ;D but four day weekend now YAYAY.
30 DAY - 5. Your definition of love
I was actually looking at this not long ago and I found a post about a guy who’d been through a very tough relationship and come out on the other side saying that he’d once been in love with this girl but after everything she’d done he felt he could no longer feel in love with her, yet he’d always love her. So I think that once you love someone for who they actually are, you’ll never stop loving them, but it’s possible to fall in and out of love.
Personally, I only really see love as being platonic. I think love is experienced between people who truly know one another without all of the sugar coatings, and can still accept each other for everything they are.
I used to have this on my Bebo page:
“Do not think that love, in order to be genuine, has to be extraordinary. What we need is to love without getting tired.” - Mother Teresa
;D
THANK YOU SO MUCH HOLLY <3-shesastrangelittleboy
NO PROBLEMO :)x
30 DAY - 4. What you ate today
Breakfast - an actimel yogurt drink
Break - an apple
Lunch - a cheese sandwich and a treat size bag of minstrels ehe
Bingey snack thing - a biscuit
and for tea I’m having lasagne with salad.
I was going to make a separate post about this but seeing as the subject is food I might as well put it here. I’ve been trying to actively lose weight since around September, so about 7 months. I’m a bit on and off about it depending on whether I have exams and things like that but since this time last year I’ve lost almost 20 pounds (about a stone and half). I’ve still got a way to go but it’s a good start :) Anyway, early last year I bought a shirt from Jack Wills that turned out to be too small for me, but I decided I’d keep it and see if I could fit into in the future. I’d forgotten all about it and my mum brought it in for me just now, and it’s actually big on me :D! The annoying thing is that I dress differently now, but I might try and slip it on under my school uniform at some point, ‘cause I’m proud that I can actually fit into it haha!
